31122010.. i called it the last day of disco stick! y? summarization, HORRIBLY FUN! i cant barely write all the HORRIBLE things i did as well as HORRIBLE things ppl did to me, here. im not here to 'membuka pekung di dada sendiri'. kmk baruk tauk, God hates that. i dont regret meeting wrong ppl. i dont regret doin mistakes. cos that's LIFE. eventually, everybody is goin to hurt to u, u just have to decide who's worth it. and ppl make mistakes, everyday. rite? em, i've been enjoying my life way to the fullest this year, and no, it didnt rewards me نور kebahagiaan. i had 'it' done once, but it haunt me all my life. ppl called that, guilty pleasure. trust me, it didnt worth it. pnh dgr sik, 'semakin byk dosa yg anda buat,semakin hitam hati anda'. i guess, that's probably describes my life in 2010. SO... I REGRET, for the mistakes i did, which totally make me feel yes, IM A REAL SINNER to The Almighty, Allah s.w.t...
" Ya Allah,ampunkanlah segala dosaku,tetapkan hatiku dijalanMu,dan redhailah jalan hidupku..Jangan biarkan aku tersasar dari jalanMu lagi.. "that is what i ask everytime i pray now~ i cant change what had happen, but i can start a new beginning, can i?

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